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distraction - a good word to describe my state of mind in recent
times… it seems that the only truly clear thing on my mind these
days is my music — the constant in this equation full of confusing
variables.. which is ironic (that’s another story). anyway, class
has been racing me by and i need to catch up.. i often sit in class
and drift into an imagination full of random events.. sometimes i
ponder how my former co-workers are doing at the company, whether
they are doing really well, whether it was a good/bad idea to leave
in order to pursue other interests.. sometimes, i miss the jovial
cubicle chats and the rapid-pace of the work environment, not to
mention the satisfaction of getting back to customers efficiently and
hearing their praise. good times indeed. other times, i drift into
a distant cloud of thoughts regarding the music project, how it will
turn out… how ppl will receive the music, the thought of hearing
DJs introducing the new single on the radio, whether it will come to
a point of career decision, etc.. according to recent updates from
taiwan, it seems like there has been good feedback from music
companies in taiwan… it’s really hard to fathom that we are really
producing a freakin album that will widely distributed in retail
stores in taiwan. other times, i drift into thoughts about flay and
me, our state of things, the future, our past, etc… and how we are
back into the long-distance and that this is officially the last
semester we have together before an extended period of longer
distance, and of course happy thoughts of past memories. then i
think about study buddies from the last couple years… faraaz,
chintan, bernard, andrew, etc… and how we don’t see each other
everyday or even every week now (versus like every day in the past)
and how that will inevitably change into seeing each other every
couple years (if at all) post-college… wow, human lives truly are
finite.. let’s remember that.. i know this blog sounds depressing but
it’s mostly because i happen to be listening to some emotional ah du
chinese music haha other times, i start contemplating the new tech
items that i am drooling over madly, yes that’s right.. nerd-thoughts
of the latest tech gadgets.. and then, i gather up my conscience and
finally realize the buddhist philosophy of living in the present..
and i proceed to jotting down the full of board of notes from the
last 10 minutes that is about to be erased.

i guess the moral of all this talk is — don’t let life pass you by,
hold close to you those who/that matter, life is but finite

bleh, not very eloquent but what of it ya dig

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